1. |
Cloudy Grays
05:23
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I looked into your eyes and you looked into the light,
it was almost romantic if it wasn't so tragic...
I looked into your eyes, as they slowly lost their colors
And now they look like mine,
And now they look like mine.
Admiring your laugh and the way you wear your smile,
It was so unforgettable and painfully unbearable,
So I had to destroy your face
And now it looks like mine,
And now it looks like mine,
And now it looks like mine.
You looked into my mind and you knew
I can't be found inside,
There's someone else who only sees
in black and white and filthy reds.
Only once the room is silent,
Only when your breath is still,
Awoken by my steady heartbeat,
The emptiness is creeping in.
The sun will rise again tomorrow,
Your beauty will remain,
And my heart will remain as hollow,
You couldn't help me ease the pain.
I looked into your eyes and you looked into the night,
it was almost romantic if it wasn't so fucking tragic...
I looked into your eyes and there was no life inside,
Just a cloudy reflection of the ugliness that couldn't die.
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2. |
A Gunshot In A Forest
06:35
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A gunshot in a forest,
no one is there to watch.
How disappointing, it is quite a sight.
A loud, echoing blast,
no one is there to hear.
Too bad, so sad, it's music to my ears.
Long trails of blood are crawling
into your open mouth.
No one is there to taste it,
no one is there to feel the warmth.
Those painful, choked up whispers
and no one's there to witness,
this tree never made a sound.
I told you all my secrets,
my darkest, deepest guilty thoughts.
but no one ever listened
A death without a cheering crowd.
Long trails of blood are crawling
into your open mouth.
No one is there to taste it,
no one is there to feel the wrath.
A gunshot in a forest,
It's right between your eyes.
Jut read between the lines.
A gunshot in a forest,
It's right between your eyes.
Jut read between the fucking lines.
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3. |
Prosopagnosia
06:31
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Through dirt and rocks, through thickening mud, I carried you through sinking swamps,
your body dragged behind me like a thousand metal chains.
I threw you in a shallow hole and tried to gain back some control
by looking you right in the face
but it was never there at all.
The sand was clotting in your lungs while I was covering my tracks
I walked away from where you lie but I could still smell the decay
It followed me into my bed, into my mouth, into my head
It was so heavy, all this weight, it doesn't ever go away.
Gravity is trying to swallow me whole,
The burden of knowing puts cracks in my bones.
I don't know your name, I just know how you reek
I just know how you scream and I know where you sleep.
The sand was clotting in your lungs while I was covering my tracks
I walked away from where you lie but I could still smell the decay
It followed me into my bed, into my mouth, into my head
It was so heavy, all this weight, it doesn't ever go away...
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4. |
Where Nothing Grows
04:31
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Tried selling my soul to the devil, but he didn't want it.
And the cold stare of death countless times didn't take me.
The pool of blood I lied in did not drown me,
So I planted a seed in a drought and I waited.
I built my home
on a bloody field of bones,
where nothing grows
unless I say so.
I built my throne
under a sky of hungry crows,
and nothing grows
unless I say so.
I've programmed my mind to self destruct, but it still is my greatest weapon,
And my legs are full of self-inflicted scars, but they carried me through the battle.
My hands were the ones to feed me the poison, but they are still great creators,
And all of my demons tried to destroy me but i've turned them into my saviors,
And all of my demons tried to destroy me but i've turned them into my saviors.
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I've heard I didn't fall far from you but I can't stop falling since.
I've heard I have your eyes, what have you seen? It won't stop hunting me.
The wind is blowing through the cracks,
I hear your footsteps in the snow...
It's a sound I can't forget.
Tell me
How beautiful the storm appears when you're not dreaming
How meaningless this pain becomes when your heart stops beating
How I keep climbing - carrying all these maggots on my back
Just don't tell me you are never coming back
Tell me
how beautiful the sunset seems when you're not breathing
Tell me
how meaningless this pain becomes when you are leaving
Tell me
how I keep moving - carrying all these maggots on my back
Just don't tell me (please) I will never have you back.
I've heard you called my name but all I knew for years was silence.
I've heard we were the same but I am strange and you are stranger.
The wind is blowing through the wounds,
My feet are sinking in the snow...
it's a sound I can't forget.
Tell me
how beautiful the sunset seems when you're not breathing
Tell me
how meaningless all this pain becomes when you are leaving
Tell me
how I keep moving - carrying all these maggots on my back
Just don't tell me (please) I will never have you back.
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6. |
Who Are We (Remastered)
05:04
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I'm just a loaded gun
with a broken trigger,
I'm walking towards the light
at the end of a black hole.
I'm waiting for the train to come
but it had crashed long time ago...
I'ts just a loaded gun
with a broken trigger,
It's just an empty gaze
in a broken mirror.
Im waiting for the rain to come
and wash it all away.
Who are we
tired minds full of memories we can miss or hate.
Who are we
rotting flesh full of scars and wounds that will never heal.
Who are we
the scum of the earth.
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7. |
Stranger
05:32
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I wasn't meant to be there, I barely felt i was.
I never meant to lay my head, on a stranger's lap.
These walls were always naked, my smell could never stick.
My gut was always the black void where all your bullets go to sleep.
Buried mouth deep in the swamp, forever silent.
Smothered by the crowd but never a part of it.
No place ever felt quite familiar,
like the feeling of dread that comes back when no one else does.
All your smiling, blurry faces, all these gazes - were never a home to me.
All your holy gods and saviors, all their graces - were never a home to me.
All these dinner tables, full of strangers - they were never a home to me.
And the cold embrace of those who raised me, it was never a home to me.
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